The imperfect me

2010-11-17T10:33:00.001+08:00

my blog seems so lame! :D

2010-07-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

omg. since so long i last posted. 0.o
n im lik so negative tt time. LOLL
dumbbb me..
seaz. nvm.
KAY IM OFFICIALLY LACK OF SLP.
but there's so much things i wanna do!!!!
homeworks.. [hav to do it] arghh!
shoppin!
pianooo~~
guitar!! regretted ttm for wastin away the money tt my bro gave me to get my own guitar T.T STUPID IDIOT ME! >:
facebook! :DD
goin out wif FRENS~~~~~

went to angel's hse after sch wif alicia n carita today :D
had fun slackin xD
we danced! haha.
ok, lazy le. LOL!

replies to taggies,

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2010-07-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

dk y. it seems lik ppl lik to scold me alot. (:
lols.
sick n tired of it. zz

2010-07-04T23:03:00.003+08:00

YO peepz!
had a great fun day today!
A day out wif my dearest subzone!!
great time of fellowships wif other cgs. :D
lan-ed wif subzonemates at orchard skate? !
CS :DD then after tt some dota, l4d, blablahblah
homed then.

great time plyin wif stupid kor! & my twin salty ahXIAN kor! xDD

2010-07-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

i talked
i tried

expected passing,

surprisingly failed.
i smiled
i forced
no replies of smiles,
but replies of frowns.

i highed

i struggled

faked happy and

true sadness in return

tired, tired.

tired of faking.

salts adding to wounds.

more and more.

stop stop, please stop.

tell me why

tell me how

i wanna stop

2010-07-03T23:06:00.005+08:00

Realised,
Friends, God has gave me many.
But, Best, True, Close friends, i only have few.

when im in need,
who's there to help?
when im pissed,
who's there to calm me down?
when im sad,
who's there to cheer me up?
when im lost,
who's there to get me out?

n i realised,
it's only my dearest stupid kor hu's always there. (:
God's great. that He sent him here for me. ((:

<3 LOVE God, & stupid kor ttm :DD

2010-06-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

srsly srsly hate it most,
when ppl dots me. -.-zz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!
worse when im in a bad mood. zz
but cant show it out.
which makes me feel really uncomfortable!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. S:

srsly srsly tired of fightin everyday also.
over no need to fight stuffs?
but i really dk how to be nice to my mum.
wif her this kind of attitude. -.-
lik worser than mine sia. lols.
really dk how to handle le~~
haizzz.........
sighhhhhhhhhh
sighhhhhhhhhhh
sighhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-05-29T11:58:00.005+08:00

SADDEDD
dint go for AC today. D:
nvm. still got tmr! :D
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
im bored n i wanna go out but i cant go out!
arghh. ):

ytd..,
a great day i had! xD

28 May 2010 Friday
Asia Conference session #10
[Pastor Kong]

The greatest motivation in life is LOVE <3

Relationship is key.

I LOVE UR!! ;DD

--

And this is his commandment,

That we should believe on the name of his son Jesus Christ,

and love one another, as he gave us commandment.

-- John 3:23

Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins

-- Proverbs 10:12

He that loveth not, knoweth not God; for God is love

-- John 4:8

Love without faith is as bad as faith without love

LOVE THE WORSHIPS SONGS. :DDD

With you every moment,
my sweetest devotion,
my heart is stirred,
to know you more.
With you every moment,
like dew from the heaven,
my Jesus,
it's you that i adore

BECAUSE OF YOU
Because of You,
i was born again.
Because of You,
im ransomed by your grace
Because of You,
my heart has found a home
a refuge for my soul

Because of You,
sins are washed away
Because of You,
heaven knows my name
Because of You,
i can live again
you've broken every chain

unfailing love
so unreserved
you gave yourself
on calvery
and now i stand
forever free
my saviour rescued me

Because of You,
the weak say 'i m strong'
Because of You,
the broken have a song
Because of You,
there's no need to fear
hope steadfast
ever sure

im back! ;D

2010-05-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

hohoho! im back! ;D
some loved ones asked me to update, soo im doin so now! haha
hmmm, so life is as usual.
exciting! heh.
while sch..
is still so fun every single day.
esp wif my funny fun class 3e5! ^^
n also dumbo piggy. :D
as for studies..
nt really happy wif it. S:
but excludin for phy.
i passed it n even got A2! :O
so happy. xD
finally nvr fail or border line. ;D

today;
slept all the way till 12pm. :O
so power! me zai kia. heh. ;D
then ate n bathed n prepared to go sch. S:
for dance performance which is at, idk whr~ LOL!
prepare3~
performed n nt too bad. did fall or watever. heh
others performances r all so cool! hah.
n all along, the dancers were all doing the same thing,
'take pic take pic!'
think mostly heard from alicia. LOL!! hahaha.
spent most time wif su n alicia today i think? hah.
Su's a great mei. ;D love her. ^^
Alicia the weirdo 'mei' joker too. LOLOL! hahahahaha.
love them! ^^

n u too! heh. xD

shall update next time,
which idk how long ltr it will be. :O
hehe. xP

2010-04-03T23:00:00.008+08:00

EASTER TODAY!!
hoho! sooooo FUN! XD
the drama sooooo nice!!
oh manzxc. the bad romance so funny lor!! hahahaha.
laugh burst me. XD
Tmr's there's another slot which im goin again.
ANYONE WANNA JOIN?!?!?! XDXD

Easter,

The day He died on the cross,

Just for All of our Sins..

In his life Christ is an example showing us how to live;

in his death, he is a sacrifice satisfying for our sins;

in his resurrection, a conqueror;

in his ascension, a king;

in his intercession, a high priest.

Men tell you the facts, but God will tell you the truth. - Anonymous

“Never, never pin your whole faith on any human being: not if he is the best and wisest in the whole world. There are lots of nice things you can do with sand; but do not try building a house on it.”

2010-03-20T23:19:00.005+08:00

I am angry nearly every day of my life,

but I have learned not to show it;

and I still try to hope not to feel it,

though it may take me another forty years to do it.

[Character of Marmee in Little Women]

If you want to study yourself -- look into the hearts of other people.

If you want to study other people -- look into your own heart.

today, dk y small small thing also buay tahan. S:
oh noooo! cant lik tt! S:
mus learn how to control more! ^^
hmm, so today was bubble tea day! XD
early in the mornin 9.30+ went to jp mac take pot from cliff
then home to eat. n to central meet zw buy ice.
then bought food n went to zw house str doin refreshments.
first 2 tries, failed. D: it looked lik shit seriously. :X hah.
so waited for cliff the pro to come n help out.
his first try also failed. but after tt success! XD
then me was tryin to do songsheet. but no more time so kh helped.
then i was made to open the condense milk can as zw the noob dk how!
LOL! hahaha. XP
n cooked milk tea red tea blah blah.
pearls also done. then chiong down to crystal house le.
cg, then fellowship! XD all made the bubble tea themselves.
me done many stuns. wahahha XP
then when they still doin, me n hy went to prank ppl. haha! so much fun. hehz
then time to clear up. me washin again...
after tt dicussion time!
The Boomz night!! wahahahaha.
sooo excited for it! hah.
then went off home after tt
ate blah blah then com till now.
shit, haven do hw! D: gonna chiong bit now. BB!

P/s : today's refreshment im lik the cleaner there washin everything! haha. S:
n my hands smells sooooo 'nice' now. LOL. :X hahas.

2010-03-20T00:04:00.006+08:00

ok, short post. this is actually few mins ago, ytd, fri's post. hah

today early in the mornin kena woke up by jess's call.

then she force me go sch pei her for her cca. S:

haha. so went.

at ISH did hw. plyed abit wif jess.

then went to frontier do hw.

christine came too at a later time.

then to jp to find joey faith n ying luo.

bought waffle n i rushed back home.

mum spammin my phone. -.-zz

at home used com all the way.

then slept. n did abit hw.

msn all the way till now. hah.

okk, gonna chiong bit hw then slp le!

BYE!

2010-03-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

Love life and life will love you back.

Love people and they will love you back.

today woke up at 11+am.
hahs. wat a pig i m. ><
is coz ytd 3am slp ok! haha
hmm, so used com all the way till ard 4+pm?
chatted wif ppl. hahas.
n also fb! XD
then when father came home,
finally can get freed from tt retarded sis. S:
then went to zw house for movie screenin!! XD
they strted watchin since 2.30pm. S:
i 5+ then reach..
so watched 2 movies wif them. hah
but few of them left early... haizzz
so sianz lor. all leave. S:
but at the end were quite fun. XD
all strted to talk n watch the movie together. hahas.
super scary manz!!
n the camera lik keep movin here n there.
make me dizzy.
wanna vomit due to the headache and the disgustin scenes in the movie!
ewwwwww. awwwwwwww. :X
n after the last movie ended, accompanied alicia, yiutung, andy n noel to the bustop.
then to best to eat! XD
dia left coz home got cook n cw came. hah.
me ate panmien! so nice! XD
then bubble tea! hehz.
n after tt walked home wif zw n cw.
chatted. hahas.
find it really nice to walk home n chat wif ppl! XD

2010-03-17T13:37:00.002+08:00

pics of quotes..

2010-03-17T13:03:00.006+08:00

oh no, im so bored now which i shouldnt be.
i wanna go out wif fellows but im lazy. :X
i wanna go shoppin but im finacially tight. :X
oh my... D:

went to surf internet n found many quuotes.
jus some randoms ones below.

2010-03-17T00:55:00.002+08:00

oooo! 100th post! haha
now is alr lik goin 1am
so this post should be lik ytd, 16 march. XD

so today,
mum called my phone while im slpin lik a mad pig. haha
then i realised tt i overslept!!
n my mum called jus to wake me up coz teacher called her n ask y i nvr go. LOL
so quickly rushed n chiong down to sch.
at gate there actually saw hy n dk hu goin for their his lesson.
then faster run away coz dun wan get seen by them. XP
on the way to sch,
i prayed tt i wont be scolded or nagged or watever by the instructor
n when i reached,
i honestly told the instructor tt i overslept,
n she nvr scold or wat sia!
but jus nag bit bout how late i m and then ask me go warm up le!
haha. THANK GOD!! XD
then dance dance
i think i nvr warm up properly coz was rushin to catch up wif them
then in the end made me tio leg muscle ache. :X
right leg super pain after dance. S:
then went jp wif lijun n alicia. n homed then com-ed.
about 6 went down to chc! haha
went into a dark place to book seats. LOL
there lik so fun. scared some of the ppl. haha.
n then coz too hot, went to other place to book.
the lobby at B4 where there's air con! XD
after bookin, str of the meetin.
durin praise n worship, wa, sang so loud till throat gonna burst. haha.
the Word nice one. XD
n then there comes the most excited moment..
'touched! touch! fire! ...!'
gosh! tt moment is soooooooo coool!!
His presence!!
im bein touched!! XDXD
it's lik wowwwwww..
many bang down backwards into their chairs once pastor said the first touch
im so shocked. :X
then second time i also auto go fall backwards. :X
then all went burst. hah.
then comes the even more excitin part. The Holy laughter!
at first when many fall, some laughed lik dk wat. :X
super scary. i tot it was devil makin them laugh at first. :X
then after tt i also dk y laughed lik mad.
till stomach super duper pain. cant control. :X
n then i realised it's the holy laughter. haha.
this experience is lik wow.....
sooo real!!
will rmb it forever manz. :X
after tt went to 2nd best eat supper.
wif cw zw kh and mainly, noel! XD
ate n kh left earlier to catch his last train back home. hah.
then the rest all walk home. XD
sent caiwen off first. then me. n the guys went home too after tt. haha
was real glad tt noel came.
n i got a strong feelin tt, noel is gonna be back soon one day. XD
n now usin com. jus ate another supper again. XD
super full noww. D:
im gonna be reall fattt soon. ><
haha. but no worries, i got say grace de! XP

2010-03-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!
jus came home about 1 hr ago?
went for svc today.
then sports wif subzone at pasir ris park!
weather very windy! XD

then took train home,
went to ljs wif andy, wuchun and la!
had a great fellowship there! XD
had great time laughin lik mad!!!
STOMACH PAIN!!! HAHA!
jus coz of Andy's body which is made of GOLD that is FRAGIL. LOL!!!
n his super weakness which made us had so much laugh!!
it's super uncontrol-able! LOL!!
n his gold + steel which becomes strong. LOL. haha
then walk home wif wuchun.
had great time talkin to him! haha.

n went home, greeted by a super duper smelly smell. LOL
smell exactly lik shit, laosai kind. LOL
then found out is actually the curry that my mum brought home. -.-
it turned bad jus after a few hrs nia. :X
n it looks jus exactly lik laosai too.
at first i tot is really laosai in the bowl. LOL. make me wanna vomit. S:
then ate n now usin com. XD

kk, bb! XD

2010-03-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

oh hi!
wow, my blog is sooo dead. S:
okk, gonna revive it now! haha.

sch's been soo fun manz.
this new class is soooo funny!
actually, at first all of us tot it will be a bad class durin the camp.
but we were all actually wronged! haha.
im so glad tt i got to sit beside hafizan! XD
he's a really humourous joker hu make me laugh lik crazy always manz. haha.
really thank God to hav him as my class partner! XD

gonna miss my class lots during this week of holidays!
miss their craps, their childishness n etc! haha
really feel lik plannin an outin to ask as much ppl as possible to come out together and hav lots of fun!! XD anyone?! XD

cg today was fun. haha.
kitten and jiamin came too! XD
so happy tt they were able to come. hahahah.
the oni sad thing is tt..
Sarah n Niq are transferin to other cg n today is the last cg wif them. :(:(
but it's a great thing too!!
this means tt they are really growing lots!
wishes them the best manz. haha
although im not tt close to them,
but i still did smth for them! XD
me, la, cw n co. been out there, church cafe, jp
workin the last thing tt we could do for them! XD
really spent n sacrifised lots of time for tt but it's worth it! XD

ohhh well,
suddenly jus feel lik tellin some ppl tt,
cheer up peepz. Everything will be fine alright. (:
SMILE! having a smile on ur face all the times will definitely make all things better!! XD
Happy happy go easy!! Be Happy More! XD

remember, i'll be right there for you whenever you need someone. (:

2010-02-21T20:18:00.005+08:00

yeah! I'm officially 15 le! woot!

ytd got sabo-ed by cg when they celebratin for me. XD
they force me eat honey dew! D:
i hate tt most! :X (zw's prank! hah.)
but they so silly go add salt which i lik. XD
but bit too much. :X
AND, the birthday present from them is so nice! i like! XD
it's a brown leather sling bag. chosen by CAIWEN wor. hahaha
so pro eh! (she confirm shy le. LOL!) haha.
THANK YOU guys so much! XD

received presents from my precious frens too! XD
so touched manz. especially my really best fren!
zhuang ying! she's the best of the best frens i ever had! XD
jus her present alone had made me sooo touched wor! hahaha
Best fren also made me super touched! although it's not wif any present! haha
then kitten didi's present also! haha.
my bro's too! he bought me presents wor! so shock. haha. he's such a nice kor. XD
his presents most useful n ex, i suppose, among all. HAHA.
n ah mien kor forgotten giv me his sweets tt he promised! LOL! haha
n stupid winfred kor hu nvr get anything for me which he promised. :X
n also ZW's!!! hah
n MORE to come tmr in sch! hahaha. XD

gonna update the pics of presents soon. XD

n im so crazy bout me bein same old as stupid fred kor today!
hahaha. but left few more hrs oni. :X
n it's his turn to turn officially his age le! hahaha.

2010-02-20T10:45:00.002+08:00

oh my tian..
half more day. D:
haha.
waiting for presents to come! XD
wonderin wat's kitten didi gonna get for me. hahaha

now all cousins at my hse. hah
plyin all ard the hse.
makin a big mess. haha.
k, gonna entertain them liao. XD

2010-02-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

ohhhnonononoooooooooooo
soooo manyyy hwsssssssssss!!!
JIALAT. :X

omg.
someone's bein so thickskin!! LOLOL!
almost everyone nowadays are thickskin.. haha
alamak.
dk y now keep lik to stay back in sch. :X
then some thickskin ppl keep tot i waitin for them! LOL!
haha.

2010-02-17T21:36:00.002+08:00

OMGOSHMGOSH!
jus 3 more days! :O
hope can go for all the things as usual.. :X

grandma n aunt cousins comin over to my hse tmr!! XD
sooo happy. wahahaha.
but nid stay at home spend time wif them liao.. :X
kk, gotta go off to do hw! BYE!~

2010-02-10T18:03:00.002+08:00

OMG.
10 days.
oh noooo..
jus 10 more days to my sabo. :O
n also presents. XDD

nowadays chers all siao. -.-
giv so many hw in a day. lol. :X

2010-02-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

today, sch..
alot hw not completed. lol
everyday chiong hw in sch. diao. :X
EL.. -.-!!! hafizan go take my phone hide n i tot i lost my phone!
LOL! made me chiong down to parade square check.
n even told VP. LOL!
then PP. the teacher so the...
PE. shortput. there goes the lame classmates again. -.-!!!
SEL. jus do those short qns slack. :X
recess chiong chem hw. :X
chem, at lab. demo.
went to the front n kept pokin ppl there. LOL. :X
n chem sure will kena splash water de seh! -.-!
then they PB n i free period. XD
chinese cher nvr come.
do compo. i nvr do n instead, go ard helpin ppl. LOL!
then geo. keep slpin. -.-!
amaths emaths okok.
now at home, postin.
got super many hws... tmr still got geo CA
SIANZ!!!

2010-02-08T18:54:00.003+08:00

yo ppl! XD
dint post for sat n sun. :X
so, sat had cny cg! XD
brought frens there. XDXD
had great time there! XD
especially wif some ppl..
coz there's no lame ppl there! hahahaha.
fun poking ppl XD

sun went for svc
then the chinatown race.
super tiring and hot.
but still had fun. XD
on the way back they crapped
LOL! made me laughed lik siao. lolol. haha

mon sch
super suay day. lol. :X
got cca somemore. :X

2010-02-05T23:42:00.004+08:00

wahaha.
back from jon's birthday celebration! XD
kk, it was fun n the cake was nice but too sweet. :X
hah. our surprise somehow failed bit? haha.
but still got effort. XDD
then smth happened.. :X
till too the late timin,
the young ones were chased home. :X
n now im home postin. haha.

so sch was fine. (:
heng POA CA1 was quite easy. XD
but Amaths CA result is lik shit... lol. :X
then it was pure chem, mr tay! XD
a very good teacher. haha.
after sch, went to canteen wif afikah.
then saw di they all.
went back find afikah.
she seems lik havin fever, but jus one degree from fever tempt. LOL! hah.
then went to find mz jh they all hu were alr on their way to frontier lib.
in lib..., ok, damn xiasuay. :X
kl n amiru at there become retarded lik tt. -.-!
purposely make a fool of themselves.
end up all kena chased out of lib. -.-!!
wtheck. -.- i was finding my book till half way sia. -.-
so went back to sch coz jh kk gt wushu.
me went to sch lib.
saw samuel kenny n jess. chatted. hah.
then found out gt ss hw n i nvr bring back the wkbk. -.-!
heng terence gt cca today. so went to take key from him. wahaha. XD
wandered ard sch wif jess.
then went to find christine in hall.
went in to watch the badminton competitioni too.
then jess went for cca. she was forcin me pei her but failed. wahaha XD
so next is christine's turn to fan me. lol. haha.
wandered ard sch wif christine this time round. hah.
n back to hall.
then went to find jh kk they all in sch lib.
took bag came down to canteen.
we were lik keep purposely walk fast fast or slowslow
coz dun wanna be light bulbs of ehems.. hahahaha.
then went to almost the whole sch's classes to see their notice boards? lol. :X
back to canteen again. was damn funny. kept starin at them. hahaha.
then saw kenny too. went to sit wif him.
chatted wif him. he's quite a fun person to chat wif too. haha.
after tt went off wif the gang to cage shelter there
but at GO there saw christine..
n she pulled me back into sch to pei her wait for jess..
haiz.. my ming so ku. LOL! hahahah. jk, XD
waited then went to canteen again. sat down chit chat. slack slack.
then when most cca went off, i felt lik goin off too. coz it's lik so late liao. -.-!
went home. otw.. purposely walked very slowly. XD
actually is coz of someone infront. :X lols.
then crossed the 'vertical' traffic.
met yishu kor there! hahaha. so qiao! XD
after tt was quite erm, scary? hah.
cut short. so went home n ate n prepared n went for the celebration n homed again n tt's the end of my day! XD

2010-02-04T17:15:00.007+08:00

Today's so boring...
everyone keep pangseh me. -.-!

no one to chat to now. T.T

so the sianzzzzzz. Zzz.

Anw, im soo gonna flunk my Emaths n Amaths CA lik hell.. -.-

Emaths, no calculator. n nvr study. -.-!!

Amaths, got calculator. lended from yuelong.

but nvr learn the matrix chap + nvr study at all. -.-!!

soooo the wat sia... seriously gonna be dead. :X

haizzzz...

2010-02-03T17:47:00.002+08:00

GHOST!!!
LOL. :X
looks stress? hah.

so, today was a fine day.

sch's alright. :)

jus tt i stood for the whole last lesson. -.-!

go physic class is lik go for 'fazhan' de sia.

teacher kept questionin me when i nt payin attention. :X

then nvr do ALL the physic hws somemore. hah.

actually is nvr complete. nt nvr do. :X

lucky winson helped me bit. hah.

then went home, others bio! haha! Xp

4plus went to jp. tot would be able to jus nice see they all come out from sch.

but they were released late. :X

so, -SKIP- hah.

reached jp, went to check the springrolls' prices.

then to daching?

then hsh. now usin com. :X

no one on9 de seh. -.-!

so borin.......

tmr Emaths n Amaths CA.

im sooo gonna be dead. :X

jialat...

2010-02-02T17:27:00.003+08:00

hehehe.
im one of the fastest in my class to reach home. XD
jus now emaths teacher overshot for so long. -.-
almost late for sch again today. haha
first lesson eng. was doin compre. nvr finish it. :X
next physic. took back test. quite ok la.
but coz of 2 words nvr write 2 marks gone. -.-!
after tt PE.
omgosh. i forgotten to bring pe shorts sia. :X
but angel helped me to find one from her frens. haha. so heng. XD
THANKS Angel!
then went for shortput? the thingy is SOO DAMNN heavy!!
throw till hand pain. :X
went back, SEL.
cher dk cant find watever thingy then cant consturct lesson.
then class was lik so happy. n i was lik so blur. LOL.
today dk y lik damn no mood. :X
stress. coz of classmates? lol.
recess then. nvr eat. hah.
went to sit wif aloy n co.
then pure chem.
by God's grace, teacher say hw postpone to thur hand in. XD
then Bio. i free period. XD
ms chong came up to announce thingy.
say we very noisy givin troubles blahblah n i agree. lol.
lunch, nvr eat again.
was tryin to find the twins. but to no avail. :X
then went ISH wif angel. wanted to ply bball but the ppl there lik mostly we dk de. so nvr ply liao. T.T
went back class chinese CA...
dk y teacher ask my row go sit at the back. -.-
nvr complete all qns. lol. hah.
GY. borin. was preparin for the debate n im lik doin nth. :X
Amaths. quite fun. sat wif lydyah. crapped. XD haha
Emaths, teacher nag again before lesson start. lol.
Miss goh teachin again. so borin. :X
then overshot timin...
went home. on the way was lik, weird weird but funny? lol. hah.
KENTON JAY WALKED. LOL! hah.
others also. lol.
oni i so guai nvr. XD
reached home n bro's video's crazy laughs greeted me once i entered the house. lol. -.-
then next funny thing is when i was doin smth else, i heard the damn loud sound of bro's com hangin n i burst laughin. LOL! hahaha.
then were chattin wif him bout his junior, my fren. hah.
sososo funny. hah.
also told him bout the miracle tt happen on me which also always happen on him. hahaha.
we r really siblings. LOL! hahaha.
then now postin.
signin off!~

Stressful..

2010-01-31T21:39:00.002+08:00

shitz..
it's so late le n i still haven do hw yet. lol. :X
it's gonna be so last min.
i've been keep sayin this
n im takin no action to it. LOL!
kk, so, a quick post.
went for svc today.
i was sooo damn late for bookin seats!
i tot i was dead manz.. -.-!
in the end at there saw jon. LOL!
scare me sia. i tot i GG liao. :X
thanks lots to jon sia!! XD
then, i received msg from stupid kor.
he says he's at the gate there welcomin ppl
but i dint see him n he dint see me when i chiong in. -.-!
then i went to toilet n saw him on the way.
so he was tt black black guy tt i saw from the back from my seat!
LOL! haha. i tot he was the white guy. hah.
came out of toilet then went back to go disiao him abit. XD
poked him. wahaha. N he gave me sweet. XD
went back to the seatin place to hold the seats.
when cg came, went to disiao stupid kor again. haha. XD
this time wif zw n tc. LOL!
i poked him n they say i very bad.
disiao ppl when they servin n tt stupid kor go agree also!! -.-!
hah. after tt went ard to find more ppl disiao. LOL! haha.
but unfortunately, to no avail. hah.
so sat down. feel so lik wanting to go poke him more but scare make him kena.
so stayed wif cg.
after svc, debrief.
then went to mrt station.
walao. cant go poke stupid kor more. D:
haha. Xp so, went to dhoby.
ate pepper rice recommended by dione!
it's damn nice! XD
went out of the mall then.
sent shi to the bustop.
then some went to take 174 bus while others go museum.
i went home coz wanna do hw n study. in the end... lol. :X
talked to jin n angel in bus.
ok, this time round finally jin nvr irritates me. -.-!
hahahaa. reached jp. then went to shop wif angel awhile while she waits for her parents to come.
then i bought bubble tea n went home when her parents reached. :X
reached home immediately on my beloved lappie! XD
used for quite long. chat wif ppl. XD
then bathed n ate. n now postin.
kk, gonna go chiong hw le. :X
BB!

2010-01-30T20:57:00.001+08:00

yo hi ppl!! XD
finally got a new lap!
can everyday use com le.
wahahah
wont be soo damn bored all the times liao. XD

2010-01-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

hiya
usin bro's lappie~ hah
ytd kena fever. :X
end up didnt do any hw! jialat. :X
still left soooo many hws to be done. T.T
i think in 2010, i will be postin all bout hws nia. :X
haiz..

2010-01-22T17:23:00.002+08:00

hihi. XD
back to update blog!
it's sooo dead..
haha.
kk, so sch started.
now 3rd week liao. :X
hah. everything's fine?
nono.
not in class. -.-!
rumours all over again. -.-
other than those things.. still ok ba. hah.
kk, sign off le.
got damn many hws!! T.T

2010-01-04T18:56:00.003+08:00

asss..
wth la. -.-
startin of year always so many problems de. -.-

first day of sch,
sch time still ok.
quite happy wif the sittin arrangement. XD
but the teachers.. er, ehem. lol. hah.
n after tt still gt cca! D:
made me cant go join them for lunch. ):
dance was soooo tirin manz..
but saw jess n christine durin the audition. XD
then they call me split. n i split until fall down. -.-!
damn ps. haha. the floor too slippery le..
the badminton girls then came to the ISH too.
caiwen was there too. hah.
dance till 6pm.
they pangseh me go toilet first again. -.-
then went to find them. changed n went out of sch.
haven make my hair properly yet then they went off le. lol.
heckcare bout my hair le. bobian.
then went out wif them well tryin to tie my hair too. hah.
hsh then. XD

n now, is my mum tryin to ask me go die? 0.o
-.-

2010-01-02T01:18:00.003+08:00

sianz la..
sch goin reopen really soon.
i haven got ready all the books! DIE!!
haiz.. gonna be a really really hard year..
so stress. :X
soooo many problems.
everyday at least one. -.-
sigh..

i shall stay strong..

2009-12-29T21:14:00.005+08:00

hey peepz!
hi ya!

yesterday, 28.12.09 mon.
went to dhoby ghaut for cgc thanksgivin outin. XD
was fun.
i rushed back home to change after cca.
then rushed to interchange meet some of the cgcs.
n guess wat, kh reached dhobyghaut first! so early!
miracle again sia! haha.
but actually is coz his work place near there ma. hah.
then he waited at JUST ACIA for ard 10 mins for us.
we reached n settled down.
waited for some of the others then ordered first while waitin for shi.
started eatin first as shi will reach quite late. ltr food cold. :X
then shi reached n she went to order her lunch too.
after tt we plyed ZhongJiMiMa. number bingo! haha.
it was actually the thanks givin time!
was so nervous n scared. :x
haha. but in the end, still ok la. hah.
shi intro the melted ice cream which they liked it too. hah.
but nt me. :X it looks bit disgustin to me. hah. X.X
really thank all of u guys for bein there for me when i needed help. ^^
THANKS LOTS! for the joy n laughter in 2009!! XD
went for shoppin after lunch n everything.
went to cotton on! the clothes there is damn nice lor. hah.
after tt we girls n the boys separated first.
coz we girls wanna go our own shoppin n havin the boys followin us is lik, soooo weird. haha.
after awhile, we went to find them at a christian bookshop?
while shi went off first coz she got smth on.
went to a cookie n choco shop? then some of them bought things
n then we went off home le.

today, went to arena for pool wif some cg peepz.
before tt, in the mornin was damn damn borin can?!
omgosh sia. borin till i jus keep slpin. -.-
msg ppl then all so slow reply de. :X
on com le also no use. nth to ply one. :x
waited all the way till 5pm. then went to find they all at interchange.
off to arena then.
they were so funny in the bus. hah.
laiaik keep on torture gab n jeremy. haha.
reached n plyed pool wif the 3 of them for lik 1 hr.
im damn NOOB! :X
then the rest came. the other jeremy, dia, wh, chanda, niq.
8+ went off wif dia first. coz dun wan too late go home again. :x
the place soo creepy. :X
took bus n went home then.
jus now com suxs lik hell.
so laggy. even restart itself. lol. -.-

2009-12-27T23:06:00.002+08:00

k, hi
today went for 2009 last svc.
my first time bookin seats!
wif kh n yf.
wahaha. XP
lol, but was late. ><
then, waited for them to come.
they were so early today. hah
chatted n fooled around wif them.
me n damien was messin wif each other's hair. haha!
so fun. XP then doug also another one keep disiao me de. ><
after tt accompanied angel go toilet make her hair..
on the way out saw stupid. XD
smacked him hard on his arm. haha! XP
went back into the hall after T.
was feelin tt, tt one smack nt enough. hah.
wanted to smack stupid alot more.
so went to charlie there find him n smack him hard hard! XD
when enough le n svc goin to str le,
toot him one last time then went back to bravo liao. hah.
svc was great. but i couldnt feel anything much. ):
but the endin was great. ^^
debrief n went to MRT station wait for others as usual.
then went off first as the ushers need to do alot more works..
went to marina square hav lunch.
burnt my finger when buyin food. T.T
it's damn pain k?! omgosh! later got another scar. T.T
so, i ate slowly. really lik a pig lor me. -.- hah.
they pooled n arcaded after tt. while i was sleepin at one corner. hah.
just too tired. ): cant control my eyes from closin..
all ppl nvr reply me also. was damn sianz. so sleep lor. hah.
then in the middle, stood up n walked ard.
see them ply. was totally no mood to ply. too lazy le. haha.
then talked to shi awhile. learnt n understood quite alot of things. :)
thereafter, slept again. hah.
jus recalled tt when i sleepin, alot ppl disturb sia. hah.
damien even go take photo of me slpin. 0.o -.-
hah. then trained back to boonlay le.
n again, they didnt wait for us to take the train together.. -.-
then me angel wh yf cliff took the next train together.
some of them alighted first.
me angel wh alight at boonlay.
me n wh went to find them while angel go home.
was suppose to ply dota wif them at home while they at lan de.
but in the end, i went to walkwalk ard jp wif ter n dia.
then went home n came out to find my mum n sis to help bring things back home. :x
homed n on com. then fall aslp infront of com again. :x
woke up n watched tv awhile.
went back to com msn.
then bath eat. msn gain. then watched hi my sweetheart.
now postin. actually is alr 1.30am. but i created this post at bout 11pm?
n stuck there. hah.
kk, gonna slp. tmr still got cca!!! D:
nitez ppl! ^^

2009-12-25T23:45:00.003+08:00

hey yo ppl!
here to update~
kk, today n yesterday went for xmas svc!!
the drama is sooo damn nice can?!
omgosh! haha.
it's jus sooo funny. haha.
the word were great. ^^

today 25/12/09,
it's christmas day!!
woooots!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! ^^
ok, today woke up at 6.45am lik tt.
alarm disturbed me first.
then the morning calls spamS..
washed up. n received a cute msg. haha.
in the msg, it says, wake up. LOL! haha.
so cute sia. hahaha.
k, then mornin called all my frens..
heng all awake. :x
coz they nvr slp for the whole night at all. -.-
n one of them crap lik idiot for at least 15mins... -.-'
and then, angel another one..
lol. :x
couldnt contact her n was soo worried.
then was told to go up her house fetch her.
n she jus woke up after waitin for her outside her door for mins..
lol. -.-
so, she passed me the jacket n i went off first.
while she go prepare n go by herself le..
reached mrt station. waited awhile for more other ppl.
then went up the platform.
waited for train n coincidentally, saw my bro!
lol! he was goin to work. hah.
then took train together. he alighted at raffles place while i continue all the way till expo wif other cg peepz.
n stupid laughed at me again. -.-!
sooo wanna smack stupid manz! XP
reached le, then tried to go find stupid.
but was sooo pack.. T.T
oni able to see each other awhile nia. -.-
equal no meet lor. -.-!
svc str.
when end le debrief.
then went to marina square for lunch.
after tt went back to jurong.
then to bukit batok for KTV!
haha. but i was late coz of some reason..
then they sang sang sang while i at there keep take pics of them n drink n eat nia. haha. XP
10pm went home.
kept fallin asleep in bus. -.-
cant make it.. no ppl to talk to.
was sittin alone coz bus too pack at first.
after i woke up, wow.
empty seats all ard. hah. then went to sit closer to cg.
but for oni one stop, alight liao. -.-
then shi gone crazy again. :x! haha. XP
i went home then.
after tt kept msgin till now coz of confirmin somethings..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
y i feel so stress again?! T.T

yesterday 24/12/09,
sleep~ in the mornin.
afternoon go jp shopin alone.
no, to be corrected,
i was shoppin wif my 2 angels! xD
then almost late for lunch. :x
actually, i was alr late. LOL. Xp
had lunch.
n, saw an idiot? there. lol.
was sooo shocked manz. lolol.
didnt care at all also. lol. haha.
then went for svc~
wanted go HOG for count down de..
n maybe stupid could join me too..
but cant contact my tt stupid bro. -.-
n stupid cant go coz of po too..
wa, sianz. then go kry hse count down liao.
coz dun wan i alone go there extra wif my bro frens. hah. :x
after tt cab back home coz too late le.
homed le, bro still nt at home. lol.
is lik, alr expected. hah.
then talk talk wif my bro n msg msg wif ppl.
after tt slept.

2009-12-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

heng in time to post again. hah.
well, today go candle light svc.
the candles so nice! haha.
took photos. hah.
cg briefin after tt.
then we celebrated hy's belated birthday!!
woootss!!
haha. of coz, got sabo for her. hah.
afterward we went to mrt station.
saw stupid on the way..
wave to him no reaction de.. -.-
talk also lik no reply.. ...
sianz. hah. but nvm, got others to talk to. hah.
so, was talk to Jin on the way.
so long nvr see him alr. hah.
counted as ex classmate le ba. next year diff liao. haiz..
will miss 2e4 peepz!! ^^View Blog
sooo,
reached mrt station n waited for the rest tortises.
then went up the train, headed to city hall
while others go jurong help amber wif the cg party.
had lunch there. saw alicia n her cg. hah.
then went back to jurong also..
plyed ddr at arcade wif dayna.
i couldnt ply well coz sick.. -.-
after tt smth happen n we all went home..

im soo down now..
cried for 2 days le. :x

2009-12-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

hihi
today stayed at home.
first time feel tt stayin at home is actually so comfortable. hah.
coz my tt idiotic sis is not at home!
there's finally peace at home! wooohooo!
haha. i so bad. haha. XP
but was somehow still quite bore uh..
all of them went for candle light svc le.. T.T
no one to talk to.. so sianz..
but heng, got few ppl hu nvr go also.
then chatted wif them. ^^
after tt 4+pm went to jp find my mum.
woooohooooo!!
gettin new phone! wahaha!
n i got it alr. hehe. XD
so happy now. haha.
but still cant use the phone yet..
it's chargin..
nid wait till tmr 6am then can use..
sianz.. hah.
somemore somemore,
student plan leh! wahaha.
sooooo damn happy.
can laugh at someone liao.
n make tt person jealous.
hehehe! XP
always is me jealous n kena laughed at de..
now is my turn!! wahahaha!!

2009-12-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

oh no!
stupid me.. -.-
failed to post for 18 dec jus a min ago..
haiz.. lolol.
kk,
so,
today mornin 10+am wokeup
then go jp. was suppose to buy gift..
but my phone lost.. -.-
then no mood buy liao.. haiz..
Argh!
who the hell took my phone n off it?!
-.-|'|
nvm,
I believe God will punish tt person de. :x
hah.

sooo,
unable to contact anyone le.. T.T
so, ppl, if wan contact me, tag me at tagboard or msn.
then i will find ways to contact u de. ^^

k, then christmas party..
was quite fun la. hah.
but then so little ppl go.. T.T
not as high as previous few big events.. sad..

SHALL WORK HARDER!! ^^

2009-12-16T01:29:00.002+08:00

hey peepz!
hey to blog~
failed to update daily again..
haiz.
keep lazy. hah.
XP
n also no mood.. ):
stress stress..
T.T

kk,
today (15/12)
actually gt 2e4 outin at 8am de..
woke up n fall asleep again.. :x
too tired.. then dun feel lik goin liao..
haiz.. sad..
then went to bukit batok meet pri sch peepz
then went to ms goh hse!
haha. every year at least go once de. XD
saw all my pri frens is lik, so happy manz!
haha. missed them. ><

then left early to go dhoby ghaut meet the Guerrillas!!
haha. it was to spend the $100 swensens voucher!
hah. but then.. swensens no enough space. -.-'
then went to asia hav dinner.
had great time wif them there!!
had fun joy n laughter! haha.
at first was actually quite moody de.. coz lik no one to talk to.. :x
but then when havin lunch,
all started to talk crap n hav fun liao. haha.
after tt went to mrt station there wait for melvin.
talk crap n chit chat there also. hah.
smth really funny n shockin happens at there too. hahaha.
then took mrt to city hall.
all waited for the train wif those 4 hu liv at east first,
(winfred, felix, jeremy n a girl, forgotten her name.) hah. ><
then we went upstairs? to wait for our train too.
they were talkin crap n jokes in the mrt.
i couldnt hear clearly.. so oni hear till few jokes nia.
rest of the time mostly talkin to jess n nana. haha. XD
then,
some alighted at JE
some BL
some P
me BL. hah. then took bus back home wif jess.
had a great time talkin to her. hah. ^^

2009-12-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

heyhey!!
im BACK from CAMP BELIEVE!!
actually is 2 days ago.
haha.
XP
this will be a really really singlish post.
coz i lazy type. XP

let's see..
1st day
hmm, went to riverwalk first.
then.. settled down.
distribute name tag, team identity blah blah.
after tt went to diff rm for cheer practice.
damn lan at first. hah.
then went for games activities..
in a damn hot weather. hah.
ply ply ply, go back to rw again.
had lunch?
then was goin water bomb one..
after tt dk y suddenly no more liao..
so sianz.. waste water n plastic bags.. -.-
then dk ply wth games.. so not fun at all..
then then cheer practice again.
after tt went back rw again for night session.
was great! ^^

2nd day
dragon boat!!
kena bit sun burnt..
then back to jw for cheer practice.
before cheer practice,
gt mini amazin race n lunch.
so much in a rush.
we ate lunch in 10 mins time? wow..
then go back cheer practice..
lol, didnt really enjoyed it..
coz.. jus no mood n some other unhappy things. lol
so sianz...
but after tt night session.
didnt get to lay hand!! AHHHH!!
nvm, next time ba.. sad..

3rd day..
hat party..
sianz liao.. not in a mood to post le..
next time then update this post ba.. bb..

[back here to edit/update this post. :D]
hat party,
went to met guerrillas at city hall? for cheer practice first
then went to clarkquey to eat LJS
those eaten went off for pm at RW first.
while we all rush lik siao.. haha.
after eatin, pm is lik alr ended liao..
sad sad.. haiz.. missed it. D:
then went RW for cheer rehearsal.
all campers gathered then.
started wif games?
then praise n worship.
took out all our hats n wore them. hah.
many interestin n funny hats. XP
drama, was funny. haha.
then cheer!
we were the last to perform. haha.
after seein the first 2 team's edited cheer,
was shocked n worried..
they improved so much..
when our turn, we did it wif all our best.
n in the end...
WE WON!!
GUERRILLA IS THE CHAMPION OF CAMP BELIEVE!!
wahaha! XD
LUV♥ GUERRILLA ALWAYS!!
hehe. XP
then.. the sad part came..
camp believe had ended.. D:
i was soososooo sad manz!!
almost burst out cryin at first.. ><
but i tahan. hah.
then, we went goin ard,
huggin one another,
hi5-in wif each other,
shakin hands wif each other..
lik farewell lik tt. T.T
so sadsad.. ):
hope to be in contact wif all of them!!
GUERRILLAS' THE BEST!! ^^

2009-12-08T09:35:00.002+08:00

hohoho
today post so early.
haha.
it's sooo RARE~
waitin for tt 4 tortoises/turtles to reach their destiny~
haha. they take soo long~ so slow~

ltr goin find noel..
hope we are able to find him...
stop bein in MIA le..

2009-12-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

Im HAPPY today?
haha.
my dream did came true!
wakaka. XD
haha.

Success = talent + HARDWORK

gotta work really hard! ^^
this week is SOO BUSY!! D:
mon,
pm early in the mornin,
class discussion at 11am.
3pm, house team outing.
wow?
tue,
pm early in the mornin,
go giv someone 'surprise findin?' at afternoon.

guitar, mon or tue. but so busy!! how??? D:

wed, thur, fri.
camp believe!

sat,
cg meet ba.
sun,
svc.
whole week gone?!

next week,
mon,
CCA!... D: hate it.. :(
tue,
Ms Goh's house!! YAY!
after tt no plan le?

2009-12-06T01:30:00.005+08:00

went to work at cck jus now wif dayna.
tt kind of work is lik bluffin ppl to go one.
lols. sooo damn tirin.
cannt go de.
i will never ever go there work again..
caused my legs to be sooo damn tired n painful now..
how go svc ltr?!?! D:
PAIN~
work till half way phone no bat also..
SO SIANZ!
hy n her fren also got go work.
before startin work, we talk talk talk, chit chatted..
they all y so shy de? 0.o
wat things to be so scared/paiseh about sia? hah.
so funny lor. haha.
kk, then after the period of hard times,
finally gt to relax le.. it's feels lik, waaaaa~
haha. after tt we trained home.
chit chatted again.

Why does people always misunderstands people?
Why can't they try to understands people instead?
& WHY is it so UNFAIR?!?!?

why m i always tryin to help ppl,
when gettin nasty things back?
WHY?! why is it so unfair?!
D: anyone pls explain!
when the helper is talkin good things about tt person,
tryin to change ppl's bad impression about tt person,
while tt person actually dislik the helper?
im tryin so hard. SO HARD.
tt, im alr speechless.
i tried my best. really. nt to hav the same thinkin of others.
n instead, tryin my best to change their thinkings.
but, sorry tt i still cant in the end.
coz, i jus cant take it anymore..

2009-12-06T01:24:00.014+08:00

Stressed???
confused???

im so fan!! D:

ProblemS...

-.-'

many many problems..
all of diff kinds of problems..

it's so unfair.
life's nvr fair.
i really do hate myself.

Cell group is going upside down.
or rather, it's already upside down.
to me, i personally feels that,
it's cause of some newcomers.
who are all still quite new
and may not be familiar with cell groups stuffs yet.
But, i do know, that of cause,
I'm also one of the cause.
i knew it. i already knew it long ago.
even before coming into cell group,
to city harvest church.
i knew that i am surely going to be a burden to you guys.
i could feel that, that day is already coming soon.
when i had slowly got closer to you guys.
and felt so even more since that 'gossiping' thingy incident..
and when i received the message a few days ago,
that i'm going to be one of the in-charge of bs.
i was really happy to see that.
but i was also worried.
cause, i know. from that day onwards,
no one is going to like me le...
more and more people will dislike me.
i'm always bossy, nasty, rude, arrogant, stubborn
and is always one who do gossip every second.
i'm not a good person,
a person that you can never trust.
i'm born to be hated.

i seriously need someone to talk to..
how much i hope that that person will show up.. ):

feeling like going into MIA too... ):

2009-12-04T00:43:00.015+08:00

3/12/09

IM HAPPY TODAY! XD
but also quite sad.. :(

happy:
coz finally saw him after soooo long!!!
:O

sad:
coz didnt get to really talk to him..
coz he is lik in a rush.. :((

Im feelin sooo uncomfortable now. ):
i wanna talk to him!!
n plus jus now when watchin New Moon... -.-
kh n zw keep passin the phone to one another in the cinema!!
made me eyes so damn pain.. -.- ...
n now.. junior got some problems. gotta help her. (:
N N, these few days got bs..
keep on need msg the ppl..
my prepaid had gone POK!
hah. dun care. :3
n, im somehow pissed ba.
coz of some somehow unreasonable stuffs.. -.-

i really missed him LOTS!!
im was sososososo happy when i saw him jus now.
even almost went burst cryin. 0.o so dramatic. haha.
couldnt chill for the time being.. hah.
n when durin watchin new moon,
i kept thinkin of him..
durin scary parts, i tot of him.. dk y...
maybe coz he used to be the one hu always sent me home.
somehow protected me. n now, mayb i missed his protection ba..
haiz.. y did he seems to hav changed so much?
y did he change?? how come??? wat's the coz?!
really missed him so much.. sianz..
how i hoped tt he will be back wif us lik last time.
n not be in MIA again.. -.- Noel, please come back.. ):
cg is nvr tt fun without u.. pls come back wif ur crazy stuffs again..

2009-12-01T00:02:00.004+08:00

back to post after such a LONGG time!!
had been busy bout the camp believe.

Camp Believe
9, 10, 11 dec
wed, thur, fri.
riverwalk, jurongwest chc, riverwalk.
whole day, whole day, evening-night.
surprise secret fun activities, dragon boat, hat party.
**NO overnight**

PEOPLE!!!!!
PLEASE TRY YOUR BEST TO COME FOR THE CAMP!
IT'S GONNA BE A REALLY AWESOME CAMP!!
wif all the fun n exciting games tt we will oni noe on tt day,
n the Dragon Boat competition,
it's really goin to be real fun!
n there's also a hat party on the last day!
Please! really do try ur best to come!
really hope to see all of u guys there!

For those who are interested,
Please text me or tag me on the tagboard!
THANKS! ^^

2009-11-28T02:52:00.006+08:00

oh gosh,
i think i forgotten to do something today!!
to send cliff a happy birthday msg dirrectly at 12am!!
D:
my plan failed..
wat a great STM i hav..
sad.. haiz..
anw,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY

CLIFFTON!!

God bless you!

2009-11-26T22:51:00.001+08:00

ohhhhhhh
i really really really nid someone to talk to..
how i hope tt someone hu i wan to talk to will see this post..
but i dun think (s)he ever will...
saded n still SAD. :(

2009-11-26T02:41:00.009+08:00

im sososososoooooo
damn
Damn
DAmn
DAMn

DAMN

DAMN

DAMN

PISSED!!

FULLSTOP

. .

2009-11-25T00:36:00.003+08:00

:O
so long nvr update!
psps, keep forgettin to + me lazy pig. :x
haha.

hmm,
30+ mins ago,
it was 24 nov
mostly, went out wif cg ppl again. XD
lunched at jp 1 kopitiam at 1.30pm.
wif dayna, waihou, chanda, weiliang, david, aloy, douglas, tc.
then bball at cage.
no ball.. -.-
then alvin came.
said tt gt few bballs at boonlay there.
so went there to take.
came back, alr gt ball liao..
they even strted to ply.. diao.. -.-!
so ply ply, little damien came.
went to talk to him n sonia. (my pri sch juniors. XP)
hah. then ply monkey.
then some mrt de went off first.
then walked to my house dirrection.
i went home first.
rest went for dinner at pm.

2009-11-21T23:34:00.007+08:00

hihi
jus back from bball at cage court wif cg ppl.
i saw Damien today!!
the young one, not old de. haha
so long nvr see each other liao.
ard 2 years le leh.. :O
so glah tt i saw him at court today again.
had fun wif u guys! ^^

before bball,
went to shi hse for cg meet.
slept lik a pig as usual..
n almost late.. -.-
then fashion workshop done by shi.
kengleong ran out half way durin cg.
sad, mad n disappointed at him liao. :x
mingzhao also.. sleepin.. then nvr come.. bomb us.. D:
ask her mum wake him up,
she say no use de, he wont go one. -.-
in the end i tio.. err.. -.-*
then ppl jus kept askin y i emo.. -.-
lols, i not emo at all wat.. jus bit sianz sianz..
diao.. i also dk y i sianz sianz..
i think is coz of my stupid backache..
or coz im still sleepy..
or maybe coz of some other reasons... ... ...

~~ppl, wan msg then msg properly la..~~
always msg till lik wan giv attitude lik tt.. -.-
or wan scold ppl nia.. very rude de leh. -.-
very irritatin de leh.. lols..
n it somehow will piss ppl of.. -.-

2009-11-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

hello hello!!
IM BACK from the chalet!
hmm, it wasnt a really good one.
but still quite ok la..
even though there's bit of problem here n there..
i jus cant understand them.
y must they be lik tt??
y cant we jus hav as much fun as possible
for these last 2 days n 1 night together?!
really.. ...
cant we be nice n polite to each other??
n respect each other??
y mus we separate things till so clearly??
haiyo.. end up made so much trouble.. ):
but then, nvm la. haha.
as long as we did enjoy ourselves can le. haha. XD

*lazy to continue post alr.*
will update this post some other time be. XP

n lols, i overshot the timin again.. -.-'

2009-11-17T23:47:00.004+08:00

about today.
the greatest thing tt i did is,
i slept till 1 nearin 1.30 pm !! gosh!
im a pig. tyty. haha. XP
goin out tmr.
feelin lik askin someone to come out wif me too..
but most probably will fail ba.. sad.. ):

random..
i missed the days when we are actually so close..
which is just a few weeks ago..
but now.. what happened?!
i really don't know what happened to you.
but i really wanna talk to you.
please don't ignore me anymore. please.
i always got down just because you didn't reply me..
please don't disappoint me again..
i'm always finding for someone to talk to..
n i always thought of you..
could you just be there for me whenever i need someone to talk to?!

ohhh,
i really really really need a good n suitable listening ear! D:

2009-11-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

oh yea!
on time to post for today!
15th nov!
went for svr in the mornin.
almost late sio.
no time buy breakfast.. sianz..
then in bus, kept tryin to find ppl to talk to..
but then.. still feels tt im an extra there...
so sianz..
but had a great laugh coz of tt 3 funny guys.
or rather, gays. HAHA!
at least not borin in bus today..
zw nvr come. overslept.
he promised me to talk to me in bus de. -.-
n also my mornin call. nvr giv me..
but heng i wake up. haha.
svr today was damn damn damn GOOD!
gosh! so hyper today manz!
n i could feel tt im about gettin closer
to cliff n hengyean hu sat beside me today!
after tt nov blast.
then fellowship
went to town then.
waited n waited n waited for all of them..
so sianz.. they so slow..
damn tired le..
can say that,
that period of the day is one of the worst days i had.
when they reached, i pekcek de actually..
when go towards them, wanted to giv temper de.
but dk y suddenly ok liao. normal le. lols.
emergency then happened!
my wallet is missin!!!
immediately chiong back to the place whr i think i might hav dropped at.
it was still there. wow, im so heng manz!
then walk walk, they suggest go eat mac.
so went to mac to eat mac. lols?
anw, caiwen n dia saved me from the ... !
then most of them went home.
while some accompany me go fareast.
due to tooo late le, many shops are alr closin.. sad..
comin back the next time ba.
trained back to boonlay/ some pioneer
took bus wif cutie n zw then.
chatted on the way. had a great chat. XD
alighted the bus on the stop after the actual one.
coz nvr press the bell.. lols. -.-
homed then. ^^

2009-11-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

lols..
past the timin by less than a hr after 14th nov again..

14th nov*
slept till 1pm.. -.-
dk y so tired..
phone not wif me
tt's y no alarm to wake me up.
sry ah cgms..
but heng my bro woke me up when he sees the phone ringin.
then i checked.
59 missed calls!!
gosh!!
zw called. dia talked to me.
asked me faster prepare n meet her 15mins ltr.
so i rush rush rush.
went down to the meetin place.
ended up is caiwen waitin for me.
so faster went to shi hse.
they were plyin games.
after tt cg str.
after cg, fellowship blah blah.
went to jp to eat dinner.
then went to cage for bball wif mz n jh too.
hsh after tt at ard 9.30pm?

2009-11-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

haiz..
failed to post daily..
it was still 13th nov half an hr ago..

13th nov*
kaleidorama today.
was okay??
sort of no mood..
so sianz..
performed twice in a day. wow?
so damn damn tired..
after comin back from kaleidorama,
me n krystal met zw, kh, laiaik..
went for dinner.
yf n andy joined us ltr.
then went to buy things for refreshments for cg tmr.
krystal went home while the rest went to bball at cage.
since so near my hse, so i go ply awhile also.
coz damn long time nvr ply liao..
9pm went home. they continued plyin.

afterall, isolated still...

2009-11-11T19:34:00.005+08:00

heyhey~
today came home early. ^^
went for pool at 1pm
but was late for almost half an hr.
lols. XP
then went there ply ply.
after tt went to jp for lunch wif zhenwei too
dia went off the bus at the sch bustop?
she nid to go meet her mum.
then mingzhao n kengleong went off suddenly while walkin in jp to jp1 kopitiam.
walk walk walk, ended up goin to lailai to eat.
cliffton went off first too.
i think he nid to meet ppl also??
so after tt slacked at the study corner near the plyground.
ply-ed games.
i shouldnt hav wanted to ply true or dare..
wanted to qns ppl at first.
but ended up everyone wan qns me.. -.-
krystal went off back to jp? to meet her mum.
then we went home after tt.
walked the same old road again.
hah. n i got home the first again..
so sianz.. everytime i first one go home de..
then cannot talk wif them liao..

privacy is so ...

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love / hate
they can have a billion of different meanings...

2009-11-10T23:12:00.005+08:00

wohoho!
jus back from a fun day. ^^
today dance at 2pm.
was damn funny at the gate.
alicia n me were dashin towards lijun who was alr there waitin for us.
jus nice both of us same timin reach there.
but we started dashin once we saw each other
jus to see who reach first. LOL! haha
but still same timin. haha. XP
then rehearsal rehearsal, dance dance, wif hunger again..
soo damnn paiseh while rehearsin.. :x
cant dance properly at all...
after tt came out to G.O. wif krystal n Alicia they all.
krystal waited for diana caiwen while i go home take wallet first.
on the way to jp saw kengleong n angel.
then convinced angel to come wif me go for dinner.
but in the end she still nid go home.. haiz..
when everyone reached, went to KFC.
then to playground to slack actually
but ended out playin those childish games!
such as, catchin! ice n freeze! number bingo, zoom and 007
hah. damn fun manz!
had a great fellowship time wif them!!
n im so glad tt im gettin more n more closer to them!! XD
then went to buy drinks at 7-11 coz we are dyin from thirst..
after tt went home le.

i will rmb this fun day. ^^

about 9th nov.
went for dance from 9.30 to 1.30
was late n plus gt committee meetin
i hav to stay back for so long..
some late comers were punished to clean up some little things
while the committees were havin meetin.
then after the meetin,
i hav to stay back alone (coz all go home alr),
to sweep the whole studio floor as im a committee n yet im late..
sianz.. after tt went to dayna's hse to join cg ppl for bakin
then went to safra.
me n dayna lan-ed. audi-ed wif her.
while others ply pool..
wanted to join them after lan-in
but jus nice when goin off com, they come out liao..
sianz.. hah. but nvm. still gt chance de. ^^
then went to jp arcade.
plyed ddr.
im such a noob alr.. n i still deproved.. -.-!
i ply until lik a retard sia.. X/
after tt they sent me home first, then go pm eat dinner.
the end of the day..

2009-11-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

heeelooo
today's a great day! ^^
after svr, went for the course.
then went to town wif sarah damien dia n tc.
shop shop awhile.
then tc went off
saw a pair of nice shoes tt i like!
omgosh, i want!
mus go back again!
then decided to sat down somewhr
sarah then treated us icess
special ICES. it's nice! ty sarah! XD
went home wif dia after tt.
took mrt train back to boonlay
chatted all the way
had a nice time wif her. ^^
came home, nvr kanna scolded
although my mum scolded me in the phone..
i feel so blessed! ^^

2009-11-07T23:49:00.004+08:00

wowowow!
the event's over!
quite down at a moment of time.
coz i felt guilty n sry n disappointed in myself too.. D:
hmm, dun wan talk bout tt le.
k, so, it was quite a success?
foods was MORE than enough.
left damn many foods manz!
they decided to treat it as our breakfast.
hah!
fellowship time is the best as usual. XD
opps, im stuck here. dk wat to write alr. :x

hmm, was quite worried for someone..
dk wat happen to tt someone.
but i really wanna noe so tt i can encourage tt someone..
there would hav been more joy, fun n laugher if tt someone's there..
coz tt someone is the most crazy person! haha. XP

2009-11-06T23:39:00.003+08:00

hohoho
tmr's the big event alr!
wahahaha.
but haven prepare clothings :O
omg..
nid last min dig for clothes again.. -.-
tmr nid wake up early also..
to prepare some parts of the refreshments..
today mus slp earlier le, n omgosh..
now goin 12am liao.. :O
mus rushhh to slp le..
good nitez!
hope tmr will be a successful one. ^^

2009-11-05T14:20:00.003+08:00

it's a hard hard life...
sianz... sianz... sianz...
so stressed, stressed, stressed
im a bad bad girl,
a bad bad girl...

I HATE MYSELF.

2009-11-05T01:40:00.003+08:00

4th nov

a short post..
well, today mainly went to join cg for the drama pratice..
n noel scared me coz of his screamin in pain...
he's weird today?? sianz..
then jus slack, hav fun there lor.
anw, damn happy coz mz took my challenge!! haha. XP

sianz..
coz of someone,
my life is confused n troubled for so long...
n coz of someone,
im so sianz today.
but coz of someone,
im so happy today too. haha ^^

a 'great poem' eh? hah. XP

2009-11-03T22:43:00.012+08:00

it's soo hard..
but shall try harder.
JY!! ^^

suddenly, i missed 2e4 sooo much..
how i hope tt we would be able to hav MORE outins.
really wanna spend more time wif 2e4.. ):

when will the 2e4 outin be on?!
pls discuss bout it!

~~well, i bit regretted bout the subjects that i chose.~~
but tt's really all wat i wanted..
im worried of wat class im goin to ended up in.
how m i goin to bond wif those new classmates?
so worried bout certain things too... :(
~~shall i or shall i not stop lovin him... ?~~

wthglish.

2009-11-02T21:55:00.007+08:00

nvr able to understand myself.
y m i lik tt?
i shouldnt hav tt feelin..
but i did..
how?!
things r gettin worse.
these wouldnt happen
if i hav nt thought so much..
i wanted to stop.
n end those things/problems/troubles.
but i couldnt.
WHY?!
really wan to be back lik in the past..
but jus y it couldnt be?!
sad life ..
):

2009-10-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

wa, 3 days since i last post le..
k, shall recall now~

thur, late day.
PW lesson free period.
sat down to talk wif frens.
recess, was great, fun n funny.
haha.
sat wif the chinese guys today,
as the whole 2e4 is still sittin together in the same area.
it was really funny when,
beng asked,
'Angel, do u love God?'
Angel answered,
'huh? ya?'
(while 'laughin' wif a weird look coz beng suddenly ask this qns. haha)
beng,
'then God teach u to do all these things ah?'
then forgot wat angel replied le.
funny sia.
haha
and and, he eat really slow.. lols. hah.
then maths free period gain,
then pw which is taken over by form teachers
gt back our report book! n also the class photo.
sianz, i deproved..
ply la, ply somemore.
lol? scoldin myself? o.0
after tt all free periods again..

Fri,
it was really fun.
although it was alr the last day of 2e4.. ): T.T
how much i wish tt 2e4 will remain together!! D:
first 2 period, return report book.
Recess, took pics of maybe 2e4's last meal together..
then went up to hall for 2010 new formation.
after tt the use ur hands campaign.
clear up the classroom.
chairs n tables stacked up.
then everyone str to chat as much as they can before the time's up..
some plyin games, some writin last msg for each other
n some takin as mani pics as they can...
then, they gathered us to ply the last game as a whole 2e4..
we sat in a huge circle.
it was really fun.. some gt sabo-ed.
heng i nvr. hah. XP
THESE, shall be the memories tt will nvr be forgotten...

today, sat.
went to bugis street wif alicia.
bought new shoes n jacket.
then went to kallang to join alicia for her church event.
the rain was really heavy!
the road was filled wif deep water!
dustbin fallin down, n even flow to the middle of the road.
it's lik, wa!
then took train back to boonlay inter.
n took bus home..

2009-10-27T22:42:00.004+08:00

hello hello!
forgotten to post yesterday :O
but nth much bout yesterday..
sch, cca, bball, slack, dota wif zw.
hah.
sch was good yesterday
especially for recess time.
Whole 2e4 were sitting together!!
glad tt this plan works out. ^^
it's a good bondin time for all of us.
but some of them still continues to sit in cliques..
which is lik no point sittin together alr..
let's try to mix together n bond wif each other!
we shall continue to cooperate together!!
haha! :D

today,
sch,
GY lesson was funny. haha.
recess was great again!
2e4 remains sittin together. ^^
this time round, i sat wif faeez, irwan, isaac n diana.
which is so good! we could bond!
other ppl, pls dun sit in cliques anymore n bond wif others too!
homeco n Dnt, watched inkheart.
HY, ms mok explain bout the results n rewards things.
sel, no teacher. free period.
was plannin bout the class outin.
then sch ends, went home.
eat snacks, watch tv.
slp. wake up eat lunch.
sign in msn, ppl called me to go cage.
went there, ply bball.
then went up angel's hse.
then talktalk n jin came up also.
then after awhile, jin go home, i go cage find frens.
then go slack again..
n went home..
on com, dota wif angel n jin.
jin not even half way goes off le..
lols, then is sure win le lor.
haha
n then now bloggin. :)

k le, bye.

2009-10-25T21:16:00.004+08:00

SIANZZZZ.......
today cant go sv.. :(
haizzz

went to kk hospital today.
lols, on the way there, saw ms mok.
hah.
reached kk hospital,
then went to resgister blah blah
n went to ward 55 to visit my little cousin
she poor thing sia..
4 years old nia, then nid to put tt dk wat water thing.
lik, OUCH!
then the doctors n nurses all dk doin wat.
mani of the nurses r all juniors.
scary sia. ltr they anyhow..
gt few times unsuccessful of the needles goin in
then nid to retry n retry.
OMG..
torturin her sia.
but surprisinly, she nvr cry sia.
so brave. hah.
but she nvr smile at all de..
then we tried to make her smile by buyin her an ex but cute balloon.
then she smile le. haha
went home at 5+

today quite sianz..
no one msg me de.. :(
not fun.
sianz sianz sianz

2009-10-24T23:55:00.003+08:00

hi hi!
woke up at 11am this mornin
then check phone.
gt few msges again.
but phone sot sot again..
hard to reply ppl..
anw, then eat breakfast
mum cooked egg-bread!!
woots! i ate all of them
wahaha.
then watch tv blah blah
then watch hot shot again
since my sis watchin it on the com
watch till 3 then prepare go cg
while preparin, saw a short msg on my wallet
it was from my mum.
she had given me $$$ !!!
dun wan mention how much. XP
it was as a reward for gettin 4th in class.
but actually tt wasnt my target luh..
but still very happy alr. XD
actually she wanted giv more but
coz im always not on time back home......
however, im still soooo happy sia!
but dk wat to say, so i diam diam..
lols.. then i happily jump here n there.
hah.

went to cg.
was great.
i felt even more of his presence!!!
woots!!
yeah!
haha!
then after tt gt steamboat. (did i spell correct?)
a very special one.
hah
all of us were diggin for foods. hah.
eat till SOO damn FULL sia!!
my tummy almost exploded!
somemore i go buy big gulb from 7-eleven.
lik wth.. hah
alamak.
nvr take any pics D:
my blog is soooo wordy.. mus str hav pics le..

k le, bye~

2009-10-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

oh shit..
overshot the timin!
ah, now is 24 oct alr..
but im gonna post bout 23oct which is jus half an hour ago..

today woke up
then saw msges in my phone
gt my mum's msg
quite shockin. hah
she wanted me to help her solve a maths qns
lik, wat the? y suddenly ask maths sia..
then i helped her solved.
n realised tt her eng improved. haha!
n also gt zhenwei msg
so i replied him n str to chat wif him.
im a pig. ty. XP i slept till 10+ then wake up
wahaha
quite early for me le. hehe
then finally climb out of bed..
then on com. hah
ate 2 pieces of breads?
n i fall asleep at the sofa again..
im indeed a PIG. haha!
then went in bro rm use com
went bloghoppin.
n also talked to angel.
lik 3+ pm,
i realised tt i hav nt been checkin on my phone
which is at the rm, chargin.
then went in to check n saw 5 missed calls n 1 msg from zw!
so shockin... lik gt some emergency or wat
then replied his msg
n he actually wan to ask me go help up wif refreshment nia
i tot wat.. -.-
i wanted to go help so i went to his hse.
tc fetched me at the koppitiam there.
then went to zw hse
they were cuttin n openin the foods.
so i washed my hands n helped them
i auto de. dun nid ppl ask me to de. hehe
n they were talkin bout those dirty things when preparin foods
which is lik soooo eeee... lols. hah.
ltr i dun dare to eat liao. hah.
then was talkin bout buying breads
n tot of askin Noel buy coz he on the way.
n the next min when zw was goin to call him,
he opened the door n came in. -.-
we were all so shocked n screamed at him.
HAHA! then he gongon there. haha
after tt noel ate at the livin rm while we continue our stuffs.
noel nvr help at all de..
then fried the cooooooooow
lik, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwww.
but the butter smell was nice. hah.
n i helped tc. ^^
then noel went in to use com.
n i go join him.
actually is i tot he call me in..
i heard wrongly.. my ear got problem le!!
keep hearin wrong thing de..
but nvm, since i went in le so continue to join him lor.
then he plyed dota for me to see.
so i can learn. haha.
but in the end he also somehow lose
coz he nvr use LR before.. hah
then the rest went off first
n zw went in to ask noel to help clean up
so after awhile he off com le n went to help
i go there do nth. watch them clean. haha
i was plyin wif the toy tortise. XP
then they went downstairs.
met tc n l again.
then took bus to interchange.
said byebye n i walked home while they go lan..
wanna go too.. but no money, no time.. sianz..
went home, wanted to ply dota wif them.
asked my bro if can when they at lan.
then he say cant de.. which is wrong.. -.-
giv me wrong info. argh..
but i gt msg noel.. n he didnt reply.. dk y..
wanted to msg zw also but forgotten..
sianz.. then went bloghoppin..
now bloggin..

ok byebye.
dun wan to continue le..

2009-10-22T23:51:00.006+08:00

wakaka
today went for blss pm at dover, somebody's hse
it was great! i felt his presence. :D
after tt went to bball at colour court
coz cage court close for dk wat reason..
then ply ply
then VS.
Seow shi's a PRO.
She's a SHOOTER!
wow!
but in the end my grp still win
wahaha
nt coz of me
is coz of my grp ppl XP
they pro..
then vincent n kanjun came
ply ply, jk jk
i shown them my air ball
haha. but after tt i keep on 'goal'
hehe. XP
then cliffton n yifeng came also
then TC go chase cliffton as usual
LOL! funny sia.
i also wan to chase..
long time no chase ppl le :x
but then i suddenly one girl go chase lik weird..

then they ply match while i watch
meanwhile, angel's hse, sis, mum
keep on callin me coz she haven reach home.. =.=
she had gone home at ard 8.30pm but still haven reach.. weird..
then keep tellin me dun lie when angel is really nt wif us.. -.-
wa, then my prepaid even lower liao..
sianz.. wth had she gone to again?!
then bro called me..
n i rushed home...
sianz, sad. wanted to stay longer de.. :(
Anw, today gt back ALL of our results.
i gt 4th in class!! yeah! XD
im so heng! won by SOOOO close marks! XP

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
21st oct '09

the 'castle' tt i took at angel's hse

21st oct.
my sis birthday.
but celebrated the day before coz parents goin part time job

i went to JP buy waffle n sweetalk after sch wif alicia

then went home
on the way saw jinhai kwang mirul
then they wanted to ply bball
so we went home, change
then go cage ply.
half way there saw angel n huayi gang
then go pass ball to kwang they all n went back to find them
then huayi gang go cage ply bball also
n angel + jin go back their pri sch
but in the end came back.. =.=
in cage, kengleong bro came, wif his frens,
also from boonlay de
keneath? jia wen n ???
then ply ply
then go up gel hse to 'slack'
then came down to find kwang hai they all again
then went to bustop accompany kwang wait bus
way there, my bball rolled into the road while i was tryin to cross the road!
i was so frightened manz!
then scare ltr car go over it then accident
so i faster run n take the ball n run forward to the other side when there's no car
then coz i act too fast, kwang they all nvr follow me cross
hah. they say i very pro. lols.
then talk talk n went back home.

2009-10-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

woots!
finally done changin my blogskin!
quite satisfied wif this one.
haha
but abit weird weird de leh..
dk y also..
hah. but nvm la. XP

Anw, so disappointed wif my results.. :(
sad.. sianz.. :(
now nid to chose subjects for sec 3!
ahh!!
but is very confirmed tt im choosin 8 subs.
tmr chinese class goin to chose le..
so nervous n confused
this concern of my future leh.. D:
MUST make a wise choice. ^^
talkin to my bro bout all the subs now
hehe
then see which is best suit for me. XD
tmr gt readin
mus rmb to bring story bk
mus bring one for kimkwang also..
always nid bring spare for him in case de..
lik habit liao
haha XD
tmr after sch also goin to ply dota again.
>.< mus train hard
if not too noob le.. D:
mus chiong!!
Let's go! ^^

2009-10-19T21:57:00.005+08:00

sianz sianz sianz!!!
today nvr go out at all..
woke up late at 11am..
then on com,
ask mani ppl for AI map..
then kk gav me but send wrong one.. -.-
he say ltr then send again so i go ply dota wif my bro..
lost the game.. coz i too noob.. hah
then sis kept on nagnagnag
keep on wan to use com.. -.-
then gav her n went out to watch tv
in the end, i slept.. -.-zZ
7pm wake up, eat
then ply audi
after tt came to msn, findin ppl to talk to
then now bloggin
such a boring day...
zzzz

anw, tmr getting back our results!!
ahhh!....
so nervous!
hope i can pass all exams wif flyin colours!
cant wait for tmr alr. D:

home.. -.-
this home is such a suckin one..
~~i rather stay outside whole day..~~
dun wanna come back.. -.-
dun even noe y i wanted to stay outside till so late everyday..
coz i dun wan to come back n suffer from those
stupid idiotic unreasonable scoldings la.. -.-
outside can hav so much fun
then always prevent me from havin those fun de..
wan my life to be lifeless..
PARENTS are so UNREASONABLE!!
ass la.. -.-
told u tt day tt i havin 4 holidays alr
n u even replied n ask y
n i told u coz markin day n deepavali liao
u urself forgotten bout it then say i nvr tell
kanina.. feel lik scoldin all the bad words!!!!
i can even rmb tt i told u tt at the gate leh!
STM still say ppl..
tell u the truth then still say wat i always wan to win..
u dare say u also nvr always wan to win meh?
i always wan win also learn from u one wat. -.-
lame la... -.- so unreasonable..
even if i nvr tell u, nid to pitch me hit me de meh?
hit until very suah rite?
y dun u go take leave n continue hittin me
till i die or end up in hospital?? -.-
such a suckin home to come back to.. haiz..

2009-10-19T00:56:00.006+08:00

the com i used but stopped usin..

wai hou sitin on my sit

yongsheng usin angel's com

yifeng plyin dota

zhengwei n noel(leftside) plyin dota

Noel scratchin his head. haha

18/10/09 (jus an hr ago..)

hey hey!
today's a GREAT day!
went for service today!
before service gt pm
pm is great n service is fun!
wahahaha!

then after service, we went to eat.
the meals all so ex.. :x
after eatin i pokia liao.. D:

then went to lan ply dota wif the cg guys + angel.
while seow shi n the rest go walk walk in shoppin centre
anw, i noe how to ply dota le!!
wahahaha! ^^
so happy bout it. hah
but wat i ply at home is lik totally diff from the lan one..
mine the map is such an old version one.. -.-
train = equal no train...
i played half way dun wan ply liao..
coz i so noob..
then went to pay money.
lucky yifeng lend me money
if not i no money to pay le.. XP

after all stopped plyin,
we went back to boonlay..
angel yongsheng jin went off first..
then i went wif the guys go slack.
had a great time wif them
was chattin all the way. ^^
then they send me home.

reached home, bathed, then str to on com, msn then dota.
ply half way, noel kanghao text me..
ply while textin
heckcare if die..
coz no use liao
usin such an old map...
haha
now still textin wif noel..
my inbox gonna be flooded by his msgs again..
hah

nid to go alr..
bro slpin.. gt sch tmr..
nid off com off light so he can slp better..
haiz..
k ba, bye peeple!
cya for the next post! XD

Relaxin time!!

2009-10-15T16:25:00.003+08:00

wow..
my blog's dead.. XP
so long nvr post alr..
shall post now. ^^

WOOHOOO!!
exams' finally over!
time for slacking!!
woots!
wahahaha!! XDD
4 days of holidays too! wow!
anyone wanna hang out together??
go shoppin??
let's shop till we drop! wahahah
go swimmin??
when?
go slackkk?? anytime!

at lan plyin now.. XP heheh
but very noisy!! D: hah
the rest all plyin dota.. -.-
n i dun noe how to ply, then cant join them.. ):
so sianz now...

HOW TO PLAY DOTA?!
CAN ANYONE TEACH ME?!
i wanna learn!! ahhhh..
rofl!

signin off,
yINGsIAN xD

2009-06-16T10:15:00.002+08:00

wowwwww

it has been sooo many days since i last posted?

too busy to post??
had been watching dramas!

1st- Boys Over Flowers
(before school holidays start)

Finished in 3 days time XP

2nd- Brown Sugar Macchiato
(holidays wk 2)

Finished in 1 day time!
[13/6] =D
i stayed overnight jus to finish watching it!
super nice..

3rd- The Legend Of Brown Sugar Chivalries
(holidays wk 3)

finished in 2 days time
[15/6] =D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥
♥ I ♥ Wang Zi & Mao Di!! ♥
♥ They are just ♥
♥ sssssooooooo ♥
♥ HANDSOME ♥
♥ COOL ♥
♥ CUTE ♥

♥
♂♂

2009-05-31T21:34:00.004+08:00

Hi hi,
today was a BLUR day for me... -.-

woke up at 8.45am ++ lik tt..
was lik omg!
coz i'm late!!!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
faster wash up, etc.
then msg diana..
so she help me ask caiwen to wait for me.
:)
so i rushed to the interchange..
took train all the way to expo..
then went to the hall,
str the emerge.
after tt went to get our lunch
n went outside hall 1 to eat together,
had some games,
which is nt really fun..
coz idk how to ply
n i'm NOT gd at it..
gt sabo by them.. -.-
very ps leh.. lols.
then gt the global prayer.
quite fun. ^^

It was after all. haha.

My language = ~~English~~/Singlish
XP haha

music lesson..

2009-05-28T12:10:00.001+08:00

Havin music lesson now..

still abit stress??
even though this is the last day of school for term2..
i wonder wat will i do durin holidays..
goin malaysia frm 4/6 - 12/6
maybe will hav great fun there

30/5-go safra?
31/5-go emerge?
1/5-cca
2/5-??
3/5-??
4/6-goin malaysia on the evenin

wk 3?? cca?
wk 4??

borin holidays???
Noooooooooooooooooooo!
i dun wan boring days... D=

Please call me whenever u r borin!
we can go out together
and spend the day together!
=D

own thoughts..
~~A bit disappointed...~~
with someone..
i dk y tt person
dun wan to come wif me..
So sad.. n angry.. =(

y cant they wait for me?
y m i the one hu always waited for them??
it's jus so smiple to wait for someone
y cant u all do it?
accompany me also cant meh?
when i always zi yuan di accompany u all???
i dun understand...
y always pang seh me? =(
i am always the left out one..

~~~~~~~~~~~KIM HYUN JOONG~~~~~~~~~~~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

L♥VE HIM!
So Cute!
So Charming!
So Handsome!
The Charming Prince...

____________________________________________________________________

Jus came home..
was so sad tt
they nvr wait for me another AGAIN...
=(

they hav totally forgotten bout me..-.-
and went to hav their lunch liao..
maybe is becoz they dun wan me to follow along at all... D:

alone at home and
sufferin from hunger now..
there's nobody to accompany me go eat.. D=
Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

got good results for wat?!
there's no use!
so wat if gt good results?!?!
also no friends!
this result seems to make me hav lesser frens...
D=

Let's REVIVE!

2009-05-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

kk, i'm goin to start updating now...
XD

Rewind~
let's start from exams..

Went to grandma's hse at malaysia, on Sat, 9th May afternoon, 4pm..
reached at the area ard 7pm.
then went to eat at a Little Nyonya restaurant.
the food there damn nice! :D
after finishin at 8pm++,
str headin to grandma's hse..
arrived at destination at 9pm+
str to unpack stuffs..
went to do some revision for maths.
in the end oni did revision for half of chap 1... -.-
then slept ard 10pm++ goin 11pm.

Next day (10/05),
wake up, play a while
then went to the town to buy stuffs,
foods and cake for Mother's day!
then went home and str preparin..
mummy n aunt str cookin,
me help prepare the things for them,
cousins help to arrange the plates, forks n spoons.
then str eatin, cut cake, and eat. =D
after tt str to ply ard again..
then str to prepare to go home liao..
on the way,
decided to go youngest aunt's hse in kulai of malaysia
for one day first before goin back home in s'pore
reach liao then str to ply com first. XP

early in the morning next day(11/05),
went back to s'pore at 5am++.
reached at 6am lik tt.
then continue to slp till 10am
11am ain called.
then decided to go out study maths together.
she did super duper many revisions alr!!
i was lik OMG!
i haven even finish revisin a single chap!
then went to JE NL.
half way, went to shema's hse to revise wif her together.
after revisin, went to IMM to eat.
then to popular, then HSH!

Tues(12/05)-
Maths paper 1
forgot wat i did after tt...

Wed(13/05)-
no paper day
went to angel's hse to revise sci wif her.
before tt, went to buy lunch at boonlay MRT there.
after tt went home to put things and went to fetch her bro.
then went home to bring my sister
so that she can revise her sci together wif pris too.
after tt angel's two sis to come home.
eat n str to revise alr
angel ended up doin notes for her sis... -.-
and she wanted to revise at night
so i jus str revisin my own.
the rest ended up plyin... -.-
pink, sean n my sis plyin wif phones..
pris slept a while n revised a while
6.30pm went home..

Thur(14/05)-
science paper
we went to carita's hse wif her first.
went to PM to hav breakfast at Mcdonalds
then went to Giant see see awhile
then went home.

Fri(15/05)-
DnT paper
Angel came over my hse.
to ply maple.. -.-
then went home to fetch her bro at 11am++..

Sat(16/05)-
slack, ply com, watch tv

Sun(17/05)-
watch tv, revised abit for maths

Mon(18/05)-
Maths paper 2
went home to watch BBF!

Tues(19/05)-
Chinese paper 2
went to PM Giant awhile...
went home to watch BBF!

Wed(20/05)-
Marking Day
Stayed at home to finish BBF!

Thur(21/05)-
Normal school lessons
took back DnT paper first
was happy :D
then maths paper.
okok..
wanted better results..

Fri(22/05)-
Normal school day too...
get back Chinese paper
also okok..
was happy coz teacher say goin to
giv us the story book for free. :)
then sci paper
quite happy, coz gt an A
which i am aimin for sci =D
went to comic connection awhile..
actually nt awhile, i stayed for 2hrs.. XP
then mum called,
n asked for me to go home asap.
coz goin malaysia at 4.15pm.
then drag the time to 5pm..
reached kulai at 6pm ++?
then went to eat nasi lemak
NICE. ^^
then went to youngest aunt's hse.
watched tv, blah blah, slp.

Sat(23/05)-
bake cheese cake n cookies in the morning,
then afternoon something happened..
cousin go lock the rm door, keys all inside..
then cant do anything, so jus went to I.O.I
came back, then plyed
aunt's husband came home,
knocked the lock out of the door n install new one.
then ok alr, eat, ply, slp.

Sun(24/05)-
went to I.O.I again..
ply there
went home ard 12pm+
prepared to go back s'pore liao..
then they ride us to the place to take bus
ply in the car, then slept..
watched tv once i reached home.. XD

Mon(25/05)-
normal lessons..
gt CCA
went to JP wif alicia after tt,
called angel to come.
alicia also came over after
she finishs her meal wif her mother.
bought things n went separate ways..

Tues(26/05)-
normal lessons..
went to 'sugei buloh' after school
with the whole class except for some ppl
ran home to take things..
luckily went back to school in time.
at 'sugei buloh',
all our hp connection changed to
My Maxis / My Celcom
lols, so funny.. we r at malaysia at tt time..
went back school, then went home wif angel.
on the way home, saw my bro..
lols, so funny seh..

Wed(27/05)-
Today, actually yesterday alr..
now 12++am liao.. haha
normal school day..
dk y felt bit lonely..
haiz..
after MT lesson,
teacher let us see the class position.
i'm SOOOO Happy!
finally got top 3! XD YEah!
but i was unhappy coz they nvr wait for me AGAIN..
then i did the story thing,
handed up, then went off.
saw alicia n dhacha at stuff rm there.
then alicia ask to go eat.
dhacha cant go along coz her grandma buy food alr..
so went to pizza hut to eat student meal!
it's baked rice! my favourite! =D
haha, it's so tasty~
then went shoppin, then HSH. :)

Results for MYE
Maths-89
Science-71
DnT-93
Chinese-76
PW-73.5

quite gd alr. =D

am i boosting too much?
i feel tt i m..
i always do tt without me knowin..
auto one... =.=
i'm so sorry to those tt i did to..
so dun care bout me
whenever i m doin tt..
Argh.. hate myself..
haiz... D=

Own feelings...
I m feelin that i m jus an extra..
wo shi duo yu de..
wo shi ge you ke you wu de ren..
wo de qun zai gen ben bu hui ying xiang dao ren he shi..
shuo bu din, mei you wo de qun zai, hui gen hao..
I AM JUST AN EXTRA! D=
y m i always left out??
y m i always alone??
i felt so unhappy..
y isn't there be anyone to cheer me up?
let me share my prombles with,
instead of makin it worse?
SAD

2009-02-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

Last post of the day,
before i goes to slp
XD

Good Night!
Sweet Dreams!

><

hahaz...
i noe i'm lame...
=.=

2009-02-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Dhacha!

^^

hope u would lik our presents!

XP

hahaz

2009-02-20T18:32:00.001+08:00

wowwwwwwwwwwww

i'm so lookin forward to tmr!
we're goin out!
it's also a competition.
my 6th sense tells me tt it would be fun!
hahaz!

Nadia,
mus hav a positive feelins for tmr
u noe?
MUST!
^^

2009-02-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

wahahaha.

today,
it was my turn to buy my brother something!

i bought a bubble tea for him.
which is half drank by me.
hahaz.

><

2009-02-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

my mother said a joke yesterday...
durin the 9pm channel 8 show.
the place of the show was at a snowin country.
so my sister asked my mother a qns.

sister, "mum, u saw 'xue' before ma?"

me, "of coz la. if nt, then the snow in the pic of mama n papa is fake one arh?"

sister, "oh ya hor.."

mother, "ya, i saw 'xue' before. i saw red colour one. nvr saw white colour one before."

then i n my sister was, huh?

then finally, i realised tt my mum was tryin to say a joke...

'xue' (blood/snow)

red is blood,
white is snow.

hahaz ><

2009-02-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

pls.
if you wan to get an example,
tt is way too serious compared to this
coz a life is at stake.
i would nvr dare to do tt too!
coz i'm scare of big amount of blood...

anw,
i noe it's my fault this time round.
i apologised.
but since u dun accept it,
i cant do anything...

n if u dun believe me,
i can do nth too.
but as long as there's ppl hu believe me,
it's aready enough for me.

2009-02-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

You said tt i'm tryin to push the blame to her.
but if i'm really tryin to push the blame to her,
wat for i still apologise?

i did tt out of frustration!
i dun mean it!
n i'm nt pushin the blame man!
i'm just tryin to tell the reason y i did tt!
>:(
n i'm nt scare of lettin ppl noe.
i'm just tryin to let lesser ppl noe
so tt there will be lesser problem!
n they would not be worrying for us!

if u really wants the whole world to noe,
tell me.
I will help u to do so.
it will be easier for you too.

2009-02-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

MY BROTHER IS SO GOOD!
haha...
very time buy things for me,
without me askin for it.
Whenever he buys smth,
he wont forget my share.
he's such a gd brother!
HEHE
^^

irritated!

2009-02-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

WA...

Dun noe which person from my blk (below my house)
brought a female dog back!
Keep barking none stop!
Scaring me!
Cant concentrate on my HW at all!
Sometimes keep barkin...
then silent...
n whenever i str writin a word,
it barks!
scared me...
make my handwriting become illegible...
need to rewrite alot of time!
:@
it also scared me in the lift...
wanted to bark at me....
but lucky the owner close its mouth tightly.
so scary...
haizz...

Reflection on myself?

2009-02-01T18:14:00.000+08:00

I H A T E M Y S E L F!
I HATE THE WAY I'm LIVING NOW!

suddenly, i have a feeling of writing things bout me...

hiee,
I'm YS
I'm STUBORN, which my mum always say.
I'm BAD, which my friend reflect on me??
I'm IMPERFECT, which i always say of myself.
I'm LAZY, which i thought i was.
I'm a NOBODY, which i was actually.
I'm USELESS, which i feel i was.
I'm LONELY, which i am feelin now.
I'm SAD,
I'm ANGRY,
I'm WORRIED, which i am feelin right now.

I am a stuborn and imperfect person hu is bad, lazy, useless.
Who always show off?
Who is useless in everything i do?
Who hav no 1 hu really cares for me,except 4 zhuangying & other pri schl/close frens?
Who fails in watever i do?
Who cant do anything?
Who ppl hates the most?

我好恨我自己。。。
我不是不想改，
我是不知道该怎样做才能改变我自己。。。
我经早就想改变自己了，
自从小学三年级。。。
可是我就是做不到，
反而变得更遭。。。
我该怎么做???
请人来救我啊!
can someone help me???!!!!

来人啊!
来人啊!
救命啊!
来救人啊!
。。。

[无聊。。。]

2008-12-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

tues, 2nd dec

i went to jp to wait for ania, afikah, annli
annli came first
then waited for ania n afikah
then after tt went to take shuttle bus
go IMM
shopped for a while
then went to ply water at 3rd floor
then went to toilet to changed
and spend a lot of time inside toilet
and caused everyone to wait and que...
so ps sia
=.= >< XP
then went to giant shopping
afikah and nadia bought somthing
then went to mac to eat eat
when wan buy things,
found my wallet missing!!
WTH!! so scary!
inside wallet gt alot of money sia!
then went to tell nadia n annli who r buyin mac
before goin to find my wallet.
then afikah n me went to find the wallet together
then met a guard tell him i lost wallet
then the guard dk y go take us to giant customer counter...
=.= then the staff tell him to go to imm counter...
then brought us there
i told the person i lost my wallet
maybe in the shuttle bus then
she ask wat colour we thought
she askin the bus colour
then ans white
then she ask wallet colour
LOL ans black
and she took out my wallet from the drawer
i saw it and was so relieved!
ask me name
told her name
then gave me check if my things were inside
and told me jus now gt annouce
but maybe just now we plying water so cant hear.
=.= ok nvm...
then went to ply at 3rd floor
then went home

2008-12-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

Monday... 1st dec...
I went to my ex-p6 gathering...
it was so call fun and boring...
hahaz =.=

we meet up at MRT station
then went to took 198 bus
and we alighted the bus a station earlier...
this was WTF?!?!
we hav to walk a long long distance
under the super duper hot sun...
although it's dec...
btw, this is due to global warming!
so stop harming the environment!!
back to topic... =.=
then took 176 bus to west coast
alighted and went to find the bbq pit
walk through another super duper long way
and after given the rite dirrection by a passer-by,
we finally founded the bqq pit!~...
LOLS
the bbq pit is so dirty...
the trees on top is full of insects!
keep dropping down onto the chair...
the place was so quite wif oni few ppl
and no one is havin bbq there except us
oni until around 4pm++...
then found out tt nvr brought lighted...
so shocking!
no lighted how to str fire to bbq?!!?!
then tried to borrow from passer-by there
all dun hav...
then some of us went to buy...
mean while,
a lorry? pass by
n rebecca stopped it.
0.o!!
and lent from the ppl inside.
then finally gt one!
tried to str the fire
while other call them to come back
then the fire started in no time
mainly by me & rebecca!
hahas... =.=
then bbq~~~
half-way,
Kai Yuan, Vincent, Wei Hao, Tao Guang and 'VIP'BengLee
dk y they call him VIP...
went away to lan to ply dota...
then left the girls
continue bbq
eat eat eat
half-way wan ply water bomb
but cant take water away from toilet
so continue bbq again
eat till all foods finished.
then pack up.
and went to jp
by rebecca's father's car
then go arcade ply
till 7pm+ then go home.

i done alot of things in this bbq..
i str the fire..
i bbq the foods..
i make the fishballs, hams, wateverchicken, crabmeats, prawns ready to bbq
i had touched all the foods n everything there..
n caused my hand to smell lik dk wat kind of shit!
=.= hahaz ^^ >.<

quiz from afikah!!

2008-11-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

1. What have you been doing recently?
goin dance, playing computer, go out wif frens...
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yeah... of coz... =.=
3. What happened at 10am today?
I'm sewing a mini bag for my cousin
4. When did you last cry?
erm... when al any how say me?
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
eh... idk? ><
6. What do you want in your life now?
Happiness and peaceful forever ^^
7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I'm still a student... dun ask me tt kind of qns.. =.='
8. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
I HATE to wear other ppl's clothes...
9. What was the last movie you caught?
CJ7??
10. Does the person know that you like him/her?
0.o i dun lik anyone else...
11. Who always makes you laugh?
hu ever that make funny things
12. Do you speak languages other then English?
of coz..
13. Favourite websites?
y8.com?
14. What are you doing tomorrow?
go out.
15. What do you think you are like?
idk.... stuborn?(as my mother says), weird?, siao?
16. Who will you choose to die with?
Family :)
17. Where have you been today?
no whr else but home...
18. What game do you play often?
designing games, cooking games, clothing games n more...
19. Who are you missing right now?
my cousins?
20. If you had to choose between a friend or a lover, who will you choose?
Friends, of coz!
21. What are you doing now?
doing this stupid long quiz which afikah made me do it....
22. Which primary school are you from?
Corporation ~~Road~~ ~~Clinic~~ Pri School
23. Name 3 colours that you like.
Blue Pink Purple 2 more (black n white)
24. What emoticon do you like to show?
dk
25. What is your life to you?
life is full of challenges which r for us to overcome them ;)
26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
day-dream and think of the situation
27. What do you do when you’re moody?
do things tt is unhappy
28. At which age do you wish to get married?
eh.. tt thinkin is too far away...
29. Who is the most important to you?
Family & Friends
30. If today is the last day of your life, what would you do?
wish for more years to live.
30. Who is the person you trust the most?
dk
31. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
i always saw it... =.=
32. If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
all my wishes come true...
33. What is your goal for this year?
It's already end of the year... =.=
34. Do you believe in eternity love?
I'm still a student...
35. What feeling do you love the most?
happy,stress-free
36. What feeling do you hate the most?
betrayed,stress,scolded
37. You like doing quizzes?
dk
38. Do you believe in God?
yeah...
39. What do you think is the most important in your life?
my life.
40. What will you bring when you fight?
POLICE!!!
41. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Always regretting oni after i done something wrong.
42. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
hmm.. cry...??
43. What if your girlfriend/boyfriend two-timed you?
repeating:" I'M STILL A STUDENT!! "
44. Tag (6 persons):
ZhuangYing
JinJin
Rebecca
PeiXian
Alicia
KorKor

morning postin...0.o

2008-11-07T09:17:00.000+08:00

todae, i wake up at 7.15am lik tt
then ride my sister to school
came back n str plying com at 8am
n i found out tt oni i'm online in my fren list at msn
even the ppl from cps r still off9
everybody was still slping??!!!!????!!!
0.o !!!
it's so shocking!
i thought they always wake up early in the morning
to ply com?!?!
y this year so different?
everybody still slping
sunlight aready shine on their buttocks
and they still haven wake up?!
or they had waken up but nt goin to use com?!
so weird....
=.=
then i went to ply audition...
so long nvr ply aready
became a NOOB!
so sad sia...
T.T
haizzz...
ok i'm hungry now...
went to eat breakfast!
bb!

late day for me usin com

2008-11-06T02:43:00.000+08:00

yeah!
todae my stupid fat-so brother went for chalet!
n i can use the com instead of watchin tv at mid-night!!
so cool~~ =.=
LOLS
loook at the time tt i posted?
it's so late aready n i'm still right here, posting!
nth to do much tho...
keep plying the free on9 games at y8.com oni...
also quite scary from around 12mn-1.45am+,
when i'm the oni at the hse,
hu is awake n nt asleep...
cant wait to hear the door openin sound;
make by my aunt when she comes home
coz i'm so scare!
n i dun dare to slp alone at my aunt's rm... =.=
okay.. end postin here
coz it's goin to be 3am aready
n i'm quite tire now...
BYE~~

n btw, how to change the time
tt the blog follows to singapore time??
it's aready 2.55am but the time tt i posted
is around 10 am +
0.o
so weird...

my hopes had been destroyed?!?!

2008-10-14T19:03:00.001+08:00

there's no use for me to post now...
everyday, there's nth much i can say about tt
makes me feels happy...

it's nt lik pri schl now...
i could ply everyday until so happy
nth much to worry about...

now in sec schl,
i still ply everyday but it's nt fun at all
so many things to worry of...

friendship?
studies?
future?

haizzz... =.=

jus hopes tt one day,
the whole world will become
TOTALLY peaceful...

no more quarrels;
no more fighting;
no more arguing.

tt would be gd...
if it really happens...

=.= nvr update

2008-09-27T15:11:00.000+08:00

0.o =.=
so long nvr update liao...
so ps
now, i'm gonna update alot of things
tt i did in the PAST few months of this year??

feeling lonely...

2008-07-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

since the days i last posted,

i realise tt there is'nt even a friend tt is true to me from sec shl
why everybody is trying to make me miserable?!?!?!?!
i hate it!!! cant jus someone
be gd to me?
be nice to me?
dun lie to me?
be my best friend? FOREVER?
haizzz... =.=